

I’m still too angry to work out my emotions when it comes to Denver Smith.Īnd out here, in the middle of nowhere, I don’t have to deal with it at all. I’m really sorry, but I can’t go into it.” Because it would involve outing someone I used to care about. Because if that’s your only roadblock, I’m going to find a way to fix it.” Because I know you loved those guys like brothers, so to go from being that close to nothing, something happened, and I want to know what it is.

“I have no idea what you’re talking about. “There’s something you’re not telling me,” Cameron says.

I’ve had a million missed calls from Harley, and all the voicemails about getting back together were deleted immediately. I think it could be the right move for all of you.” “I’m sure you’ve heard Harley is trying to get Eleven together again. Wow, maybe I’m even more bitter than I realized. Why I still have that loyalty, I’m not sure, because the rest of Eleven can go fuck themselves for all I care. He’s come out here twice already trying to convince me to come back-he even offered to be my manager again-but I can’t bring myself to make him break his promise that he wouldn’t choose between us. For a list of triggers, look inside the free sample and find them in the front of the book.Since being home, and that’s only because I respect him too much not to return his calls. **Fandom is a full-length MM novel that mentions/deals with/addresses some heavy topics.

I want answers-I miss him-but I don’t want to let him back into my life if there’s a chance he’ll walk away again. Two and a half years ago, he ghosted me, and I still don’t know why. So, when they turn up on my doorstep talking about reunions, the last thing I want to do is hear them out. I could really do with the publicity, but I don’t want to face Mason again. When Eleven reunion talks start, I’m against it completely. I made a mistake, and I’ve been avoiding bandmate Mason Nash ever since.Īt first it was hard, but eighteen months ago, he made it easier by leaving Hollywood and disappearing. Hearts shattered around the world, including my own. Everyone remembers the night the boy band Eleven broke up.
